OK. So, this is my first day out of work.
It doesn't feel like a day off or a holiday, It feels different, it feels like I have lost something, or something has been taken away from me, and now I have a big gap in my life.
Well, I have plenty of things to fill the gap, not least of all my family and my writing, but it still feels strangely sad. (It actually feels like I've broken up with someone I cared about, but have fallen out of love with - if that makes sense).
I need to store these feelings and use them in my writing at a later date. And, right now, I need focus. First a goal - a thousand words today.
Let's see how I do.
1 month ago